far away from here
kingdom coming
hard to believe
it's only you and me
we're fighting just to breathe
feels like the weight of the world on our shoulders
if we can just hang on
i need you to be strong
feels like the weight of the world on our shoulders
someday real love
i cant wait any longer
darkness creeping
make it stop
it's only you and me
we're fighting just to breathe
feels like the weight of the world on our shoulders
if we can just hang on
i need you to be strong
feels like the weight of the world on our shoulders
i am literally obsessed with drew & ellie holcomb and the neighbors ( aka DH&N). No lie. I listen to their songs and just learn so much. I have felt like this a lot lately. The weight of the world. I am stressed. I am stressed lately about finances and health care (right Libby bc im sickly? haha) and where were going to live and how it is all going to work. I know I trust in the Lord for all of this- I have had to since this all started and I do more than ever. Really- but to a certain point it is all real. I know the Lord doesn't want me to be oblivious to it all, and I am not. it is just scary. marraige isnt run on money.... only on christ and thats how were going to live. it is just scary as we dive deeper into all of this. no regrets thats for sure- i knew this would come. its just scary. income restrictions. health care... a good job where i have SOLID hours. im getting nervous... in a good way. this song and its lyrics mean so much to me. josh and i are only strong because of jesus and thats the way it will always be. so i am trusting that we'll find a place. and find a good job. and find some health care bc i need it.
i gave campaigners tonight. on destiny... and hell and heaven. it was the most silent our kids have ever been. i mean when i talked it was dead silent. yet they had so much to say. the discussion was awesome. it was serious.... i pray it brought hope though that we are going to heaven bc jesus lives in us. we have no reason to fear death... hell is no reason to fear bc christ is in me and i in him. always.... bible study this morning was amazing... those girls are so heavy on my heart. i just want to love them and live life with them. please pray toreys softball tourney gets moved or cancelled... i so desperately want her to go to camp. olivia too.... my heart for my ministry is growing with passion, and i love it. katie carr said it tonight "God is so good." i must remember this as i go these last three and a half months.... stress is no match to what the lord is doing in our lives. thank you jesus, for showing yourself to me so evidently lately. it has been such a joy. got an email from an old friend i met at saranac... his name is Luke and him and his wife are adult guest hosts at YL camps. he is possibly one of the most loving guys i have ever met. he keeps in touch and reads this blog and hardly knows me. thanks for the encouragement, and for the emails about Drew & Ellie.
GOD IS SO GOOD.
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